Oh, and apparently my blog name needed some work, so in true-form, he renamed it. Clever babe.
Those of you that know my husband, are fully aware that he is one-of-a-kind to say the least. On the worst possible day, he can make you laugh, without fail. He has this ability to lift the weight off your shoulders and make you feel like it really is all going to be okay, even when you're convinced otherwise. I honestly couldn't live this life without him, and I'm so blessed that God chose him for me. The 6 months following the loss of the pregnancy in 2013 + the surgery that ended all hope, I was a mess to say the least. A full blown emotional bitch. I was sad and angry (rightfully so I guess), and I basically just quit at life. Negativity was my middle name, and I'm sure I was a real peach to live with. Bless his heart. Thankfully, my patient and wonderful husband held it together and we came out on the other side. We've known for 2 years that IVF was our only option but we (Doug) wanted to get some things in order before we took such a big leap. I hated this idea of course, because I'm impulsive and anxious and I don't like to lolly-gag. Thank you Dad. But Doug knew better, and he pulled in my reigns as usual. He's slow...with just about everything...but always efficient and we balance each other out in every single way. He was right. Over the past two years, God has blessed with so many things that we didn't even know we needed. Now, I can say without a doubt that the timing feels right, all the pieces to our big-ass, beautiful puzzle are falling into place and I'm ELATED. So I just wanted to take this day to dote on my guy. He blows being a husband out of the water, and I can't wait to see him as a father to our children. I'm not sure my heart can handle it.
Oh, and apparently my blog name needed some work, so in true-form, he renamed it. Clever babe.
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Robin
8/21/2015 05:44:17 am
I think this Blog is going to be just a great place for you to come and share your feelings and thoughts. I went through 7 years of fertility so I wish you the best and if you need anything at all please reach out :)
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8/21/2015 02:49:40 pm
Ok, first of all - the name is so freaking amazing I seriously can't even stand it. Your hubby sounds wonderful (and creative!). Second, I'm so very sorry to hear of all your fertility struggles. My husband and I will truly be praying for your strength during this process and that you will feel God's love through every single step. I think you blogging about the process is amazing and cathartic. You are so strong and I'm excited to follow your journey! xoxoxo
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